And again, I made the same mistakes again.
Yet again, I made the same mistakes again.
Yes, I’d better start to learn from the things through which I’ve been
Lest again, you suck me in.
“What else?” you ask me, tongue-poked and shifty.
Well, baby, well, what else is there?
You can say all you wanna say, but nothing has changed
And baby, well, do you even care?
You sought the deepest part of me,
But found only luxuria.
And oh, the irony
Of what I want of you to want from me: to want for you to want us.
(Unconditional, total and selfless...)
Is it dusk yet, or still dawn?
And why is acedia that wrong?
Oh baby am I a playwright or just a pawn?
And why must I take a knife for you and your porn?
Now how much of this carnage is my own sin
And of how much am I merely a victim?
I don't know, I don't know what I need,
All that I know is that I want it so badly.
I don’t know, I don’t know what I need,
All that I know is that I want you so badly
from Segue on the Beach,
released April 10, 2017
Composition, lyrics, & production | ML Ruubz
Electric piano, vocals, & backing vocals | ML Ruubz
Synths | Johann Rodricks
Bass | James Vinciullo
Drums | Ryan Daunt
Co-production, engineering, & mixing | Rob Agostini
Recorded at | Soundbaker Studios, Perth
Mastering | Reuben Cohen at Lurssen Mastering, Los Angeles CA
Artwork | badlands
Graphic design | Angelyne Wolfe at Bling Design
Video credits | Chutzpah Creative
Video shoot | Lloyd Summers
Video post production & editing | Fayann D'souza